1/30/2026 01:03 a.m. finished a great observation of one’s mentality but i should mind the dosage and be aware of the appropriate time to stop gazing the abyss. feeling lucky that i could not relate with the protagonist whenever he caved in into his own lust and did harm to woman only to taste the fear from them and the rush running through his vein. “forgetting about the whole world including his own existence.” i don’t think any sorts of interventions could stop him becoming the predator and taking other people’s lives. not trying to demonize him but it is so horrifying to witness him only doing all those horrible things out of his human-nature with his perspective. / written by Dolores 1/31/2026 02:30 a.m.